And Christ hath said: If ye will have faith in me ye shall have power to do whatsoever thing is expedient in me.
In this quote we read that "... ye shall have power to do whatsoever thing ..." It was recently pointed out to me that God's miracles are often manifested in a new ability or information on a new method of doing things. He doesn't often resolve things for us directly, but shows us how they are to be accomplished.
At one time in my life I had received an answer to prayer that I was to pursue a doctorate degree. I knew where the instruction came from and I had faith that with help, I could do it. However, I couldn't see how I could pursue an advanced degree and at the same time continue to support my family. Having a high-paying job, it seemed a difficult thing to quit and pursue a task that nominally pays nothing, and also incurs high expenses.
I knew that I couldn't work full time and pursue the degree at the same time. I also knew that I had instruction from God that I should pursue this route. As I searched and prayed I felt impressed to look at graduate teaching positions. Again, this seemed impossible. Although these positions cover your tuition, plus a very small stipend, they take 20 hours per week; holding office hours, attending an extra class, and grading homework. In addition, I would be taking 2 graduate-level courses of my own, which is the requirement for the teaching position. Additionally, it would add a 30 minute commute each direction, 4 days a week... There were other details as well, such as lower quality student insurance, having less time to spend with the family, higher gas costs, etc.
After days of pondering, I could not see how I could pursue this degree as I felt I was being directed and still be able to support my family - especially when our children were so young. Eventually, it was my wife who gave the inspired answer to me. It was that I could stay part time at work, and still work as a teaching assistant. After looking into it, I found that my benefits from work would not change by going part time. After crunching the numbers, I also found that with the small stipend from the school and half my current salary, we would basically break even each month. Additionally, my schedule - somehow - would work out if I were able to wake up early enough to get my studies in in the morning. And I could still spend time with the family every evening.
So I took the leap. It was both exciting and terrifying. I had been out of the academic world for ten years at that point and I immediately found that my academic skills were rusty at best and inadequate at worst. I studied all summer beforehand, barely passed the entrance exam and barely pulled a B pity grade from a theory course in my first quarter. I was waking up at 4:30 in the morning every day and getting to bed between 11:00 and 12:00 at night. I spent several Saturdays doing assignments, and often dinner time was interrupted by homework or group study appointments. At times I felt very overwhelmed and depressed.
However, I never studied on Sunday. I still was able to keep my commitments to my family, my work, and my assignments at church. I also thoroughly enjoyed my work as a teaching assistant. After that first quarter of anguish, somehow I was blessed, and the Lord gave me new abilities. The next two quarters I continued to seek direction for my studies, and somehow, things got better. I started getting more sleep, I was able to pull A's in all of my classes and meet my academic requirements.
Against my advisor's direction, I felt compelled to take two courses in applied probability theory. One of which, I made the course change the very morning that classes started. I couldn't explain why, until 6 months later I applied to the R&D department at work. The very first question at the interview was: How is your probability theory? I was able to answer to their satisfaction.
I'm finally done with my course requirements and doing straight research, which will take 2-3 years. I still feel inadequate, but I have faith that with God's help, it can be done.
So do I have a testimony that God answers prayers? That faith produces miracles? Absolutely.